just some things

I sometimes wonder what people are thinking. You know I work with very educated people. But refuse to ask for help. Seriously, it is kinda scarey. Really no matter what kind of education you have if you don't know how to do it don't just fumble through half doing it. Please ask for help! Especially if you are in the medical field right. Makes you go hmmm....Ok now that I have that out of the way.

I go to the neurologist on Wednesday. You know I procratinated doing this for a couple of weeks. I wasn't having any symptoms per say other then my headaches coming back. Which I didn't know if it was normal migraines or what. But now jus the last couple of days I watch as my symptoms from 2 years ago reappear. It scares me to a degree. I went to seminary meeting on Sunday after feeling bad all day and not going to church. We go to sing the first song and I notice a change in my eyesight. Hmm maybe its just the lights. But I have noticed on other places it effected too. Then the pain behind the eye. And tonight the swelling around my eyes really set in. As I thought about it, some of these things like the puffyness in my eyes has been there.I just chalked it up to lack of sleep due to working nights. Tonight however when you put all these things together and ask myself honestly what I think. I know where I am headed. So time to suck it up and be prepared to do the work and feel the pain over the next little while.

This afternoon I woke up from what I would say was the best sleep I have gotten in a long time. Don't know why but I don't remember anything after I fell asleep until Alex who has finally learned not just to run in and loudly announce wake up. After I was up and ready for the night we went to eat.
I decided to treat them since it was 1/2 price appetizers at Applebees right. You can't beat that they were so excited especially Alex and Sebastian they didn't have to eat the kids meals there. But unfortunately we walked in and were seated and everyone started to complain about the smoke smell. I guess I have gotten so used to the no smoking in Arlington restaurants that I didn't think about it as a problem in Mansfield. So we left Alex just couldn't tolerate it. So we ended up at Buffalo Wild wings.
It was a new experience for all of us. Sebastian had wanted to eat there in Shreveport and we didn't so I had promised we would so tonight the promise is completed. I have not laughed so hard as I did at dinner tonight. I only wish I could have had my camera with me. I would then photo shop the steam coming out of the kids ears.
So Cole ordered the second to the hottest wings there. The waiter reluctantly took the order and told him he would change it out if he didn't like them. Cole ate about 5 or 6 then the steam started coming. Everyone enjoyed the food,service and the family time. Unfortunatly it ended too soon. Malcolm had practice and I had work. So we left desert up to grandma or GG for short at the snow cone place. We have missed out on our summer ritual of snow cones this year. It has been such a crazy summer. This year we have only had a few when last several years it was a weekly treat.