Crazy week and answered prayers....

The last week life in our house has changed drastically. I never thought it would be this in a million years. After finding out that my ex wanted Alex to come to live with and to start with a month of July living with him. I didn't know what to do. I cried alot and prayed harder than I have prayed in a long long time.
Fast Sunday came and I dropped to my knees and started my fast pouring out my heart about all my fears and needs and leaving to Heavenly Father to do his will. That day at church I received a new calling, was asked to give a talk and was reassured by my Bishop on the some of my concerns with my kids. Along with praying about Alex and my kids I prayed about my job. I have been so unhappy there. I love my friends I have made there just the job was stressing me and it was coming home with me.

I agree to the calling once again leaving that to Heavenly Father especially because it was not a calling I am sure I want to do. I agreed to do the talk.(totally hate public speaking) Alex went to his dad's house that night along with everyone but Malc. 4th of July really hit me hard. I called my sister Michelle and more or less invited myself and sparklers to her house to get my mind off of things. Even though I kept her up way to late she was so gracious to let me barge in. * she nevers seems to care* at least she hides it well if she does. By the time I left Malc was staying at her house with his cousins as well. That was a hard reality. No kids..

The but as I was on my knees praying gushing my heart out again I just knew things would be ok. I just had to show the faith and trust God would take care of everything. I mean EVERYTHING!!!I wish I could say things were good for my kids at their dad's house but it was quite the opposite.

I searched and put in applications like crazy on Monday and Tueday. I received a call on Wednesday to interview on Friday. Praying that whatever his will was (which I tend to forget that alot..usually its I need...) I went to the interview and it was as if heavenly Father took my check list in what I was looking for and put it in one place. Well everything but the money. But after being there and interviewing with several people I was told they just needed to call my references and they would call me. I could tell it went well when the person I interviewed with gave me a big hug and told me she was excited to have me there.
I was offered the job that day. From the moment I walked in I felt like this is where I am suppose to be. I was and still am amazed at how fast Heavenly Father work this out for me. I have kept it quiet other than one friend at work until tomorrow when I put in my notice to stop working full-time and go back to PRN.
Unfortunately, money is a big factor here and I will need to for now work a second job. I just keep telling myself not to worry about the money. This is where Heavenly Father knows I am suppose to be and if I have faith it will all work out.

Alex situation as well is working out. He wants so bad to prove he can stay with his dad even though at times it is a struggle and he spends more time at home when he can than his dad's all of this is working itself out.

There are times I wonder why I forget to drop to my knees and not be so lazy and pray in the bed. But I am always amazed at the love Heavenly Father gives myself and my family even when I forget to do this at times. The changes alone he made happen this last week is enough proof that yes I screw up at times but he never gives up on us.