Seeking Attitude adjustment! Not for who you think not the kids but for me.. I have worked so much this week and then worked last night at the Hospital and didn't get to come home and sleep trying to accomplish some things whether with my kids or helping others out. By 2pm and still not being asleep I was ok I am done. What is worse is tonight is my ex in laws 25th anniversary party.
Yeah why it matters whether I show up I am not real sure. But I laid down and have about 2 hours of sleep. So since Thursday night I have have I think 4 hours or so of sleep. Ugh and I am feeling it too. I got up though because it is important for my kids for me to go.
How bad am I though I am NOT wearing a dress. I am wearing nice dress slacks and a shirt. I am thinking I am putting in an appearance and leave. With this much lack of sleep. I can tend to be a BIT moody. Then add the fact that right now I am irritated with my ex right now for not stepping up to his financial responsibility which increases my extra work hours. Yet he finds money for every thing else but what involves his kids. Do you see maybe I am not in the best mood.
I told my kids I was putting in an appearance and leaving and going out. MY out... I am going to go to the movies by myself...I need a tear jerker. hmmm wonder if I can find one.
Well, I needed to express some of this while I sat here with rollers in my hair and getting ready for this "thing" tonight.
Sebastian ask me do you think Granny is nice? I say do you? He says yes...then that is all that matters. Then today he says mom do you like Granny and popo. Yes Sebastian.He says I don't like people talking about you.??? So I say do they still do that? no. He gets out of the car and runs off.
So much for little ones staying innocent.
Well wish me luck...
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