update

It's been awile since I had a chance to write.It has been absolutely insane around here with work and kids and work...
Ok I sent Malcolm off to Los Angeles today.Wow I didn't realize how hard it would be to see him off. I mean come on he is 15. right? Well, he left right after school. I was giving him the mom short version lecture.. Malcolm remember who you are and what you stand for.. you know the drill. So he humors me and listens.. I tell him how proud of him I am and who he is.Then remind him again to be on his best behavior and remember who he is. And that his mom is always watching too. He laughs and agrees I am always watching.
THis is my forgetful child. I love him sooo much but he forgets things soo much. So I reminded him to take his money with him don't leave it in the hotel.

I finally did it. I gave my resignation from my full-time job. I am not quiting completely I will carry a few of my patients I just couldn't give up. But will be back to the hospital full-time. I think in the long run the stress and hassle will be less. It drives me nuts that at my one job I am picking up the slack from the other nurses that don't do their jobs and the patient calls me and I end up doing what they should have done in the first place. My migraines started coming back with a vengeance so finally after alot of prayer and debate with myself I decided to pull back and very well may quit all together. I just know that the patients I am keeping I not sure they would get taken care of the way they needed to be.
well I need to go get ready for work.