Mind full of thoughts

Have you ever had those dreams that you remember and wish you never remembered them?
I remember some of my dreams but this one last weekend is horrible. I really wish I didn't remember it but I do and constantly am thinking about it especially at night.

Maybe it is the pain medicine who knows. But Saturday I took a nap since I was exhausted and had to work that night. I woke up with the eery feeling. I had this dream that Eve had come into my room saying she thought she had heard someone in our house. She was absolutely petrified. I just figured it was the cat so I got up and went to turn on my bedroom light and it wouldn't work. Then I went into the bathroom to turn on the light. ( man just typing this is giving me the heeevy jeevy) Reach into turn it on and someone grabbed my arm and then grabbed me completely covering my mouth where I couldn't yell for her to go run and get help. She stood there terrified at what was occuring. That is when I woke up. She my problem. I had no time in my dream to kick his butt. lol.

In all seriousness it really freaked me out. So what do I do I am sitting here typing this on the computer with no lights on in the house. Smooth move right. No problems I am the safest of safe when it comes to locking everything down. It's like my uncle said when Malcolm was sleeping in New Mexico with his window open. The burglar would be shot dead before the person sleeping knew they were in the house.

Anyways, I took a sick day with sebastian today. He complained all night of a headache and stomach ache. I go to pick up Malcolm from school and he sees Sebastian in the car... Normal sick day or what? Sebastian says no I felt really bad until I had my diarhea. I think I had too much stuff in my stomach. Now I feel better. We both looked at each other and tried not to laugh. He was serious too.

Unfortunely, the doctor called (really the nurse) and said my MRI showed some problems. I don't know if that is good or bad. At least it explains my constant pain. Well, From what I understand of it. There is thickening of the tendons which means chronic tendonitis (from accident) or a partial tear of the tendon. Great! Just what I wanted to hear. So I will start physical therapy soon and if that doesn't work she will send me on to a orthopedic doctor. It has gotten so bad that times I can't pick up a gallon of milk. I went to Costco tonight with my mom and Eve. We needed bottle water. Well my mom can't lift it. Eve tried because she yelled at me for doing it and couldn't. So I had too. WE needed 2! Yeah me. I am paying for it now.

Malcolm and I were talking about the orthopedic tonight and he says I knew it! Huh?
He said he and some friends were having a heated discussion about what an Orthopedic does. Treats only feet injuries or all bones etc. I was a bit suprised at the topic they were argueing about. He is learning about cells etc in biology maybe that is why. Cole is learning to cook in one of his classes and yesterday helped me make Peach cobbler. I make up my own recipe. I always hated the mess of kneeding the dough etc. Well, as I make it he says mom do you want me to kneed it? What? He has been learning to make breads, flour tortillas etc. I am very impressed.

Eve came home feeling pretty lousy and it only got worse. It was a bad bad migraine tonight. Vomiting the works. She was leaving her room to go into my room and could smell dinner. (it was just chicken) and she comes down the stairs and looked like she was dying. she turns to go into the hall bath downstairs and it is occupied. She runs into Grandmas room and is just so upset. Ends up being the smell was so strong she couldn't handle it. She said all of the upstairs smelled like it. etc. So I went upstairs to air out her room and mine so she could sleep. Change of sheet in my room open some windows fan on and she was good. I shut the windows and she was still sleeping. Poor thing. I remember how bad my migraines used to get and still do. Man of all the traits to inherit. This one sucks.

Gardening anyone? I am really enjoying my garden.Cole has been a big help. When we hear it will be freezing he has tarped everything. Tonight we did it together. fingers crossed the wind doesn't blow it away.

Ok last subject I know this has been long. Conference yesterday did you watch?
I planned on being up by 10:45 to be ready for the first session. I got off work at 8am. So my alarm didn't go off and I woke up at 11:45 so we caught the last part of the first session. President Monson brought me to tears. I can't really put my fingers on it. It was the trials of others that spoke to me. Especailly when he told about the women crossing back to Germany and her children all dying but yet how grateful she was even after suffering becuase she knew she could be with them in Heaven for Eternity. Needless to say I was crying. A few looks from my kids and they knew what it was about.
Times are tough right now for everyone I know. As my children and I go through our struggles we try very hard to see the silver lining of the trials. I feel so energized to go on with my week. All and all they all were good talks. The kids sang loudly to all of the songs especially Thank the Oh God for our Prophet and TIll we meet again. Whether it was the choir only or congregation they were singing. I am so glad to see they enjoy those songs.
Nite!
How blessed are we to be able to see conference and hear it and feel the spirit so strongly even when we aren't there in person.