Pebbles or Rice?

Do you ever get to the point where you just can put anything else in your cup. I would say that there are times I feel like I am filling a pool not a cup. I try and remember that whole show and tell thing they have done several times in Relief Society. You know the one with the jar and rocks and rice. The moral of it to put the big things in first then fill with the small stuff. Yeah so what do you do when the stuff all seems to come at you big? Anyone have a chainsaw????
What tops off my night is that Unfortunately it is my ex-husbands weekend. Yeah he actually took them this weekend. He sporatically takes them which is fine because the influence he is on them is not so good. I think they went tonight because he promised them to make some money. $20 a piece. He was quite nasty to Cole last night through text message. I hurt his feelings. When I asked if it bothered him what his dad said in the message that he showed me. He just shrugs his shoulders and says yeah but I will go to make the $20. How sad is that. What is worse it's in writing for all to see. But back to the reason I was writing about this. He came and got them almost 3hours early knowing I wasn't there and couldn't stop him. He didn't call and set up a earlier time. SO I didn't get to say goodbye etc. All the things mom's want to do when you send your kids off. Some of them were asleep this morning when I left so it just sucks.

My day was super busy and I still didn't get finished what I needed to today. So it means I will be out tomorrow seeing my last patient I didn't see tonight. If they lived in a different area I would go tonight. But there are just some places no matter how much I love my patient I can't go into at night. My patients tell me this. So I don't feel so bad saying it. I think I have driven almost 300 miles in the last 2 days. YUCK!

One of my big rocks is the need to clean my house. It will drive me crazy until I get it done. I can't sit down to do my paperwork I need to do until I get it done. So where it should be a piece of rice I make it into the rock. I know I work all weekend at the hospital and won't have the time or energy to do it tomorrow. So off to do my saturday cleaning tonight.

I promise this wasn't suppose to be a pity me session only a release of stress I feel in my neck and back.... Writing seems to help that. Maybe the pain in the neck is from Six Flags yesterday. Yes this week hasn't been all so bad. I will post about our trip to Six Flags and pictures of the day/night and the concert. Sebastian was in HEAVEN!
We had fun thanks Steph for inviting us to go with ya'll.