I just typed about my night. Some how I lost it. Well it was gall bladder attacks. And guess what.. Yes I am now in the hospital waiting for my time to go to surgery. YEAH ME!!!
I am scheduled to have the surgery at 4pm. I guess I kept trying to deny the real problem. The idea of surgery and being put to sleep just freaked me out. My brothers came and gave me a blessing today after I got into a room and I feel alot better. But the best medicine was with my kids coming to see me. They didnt know I left last night I had kissed them goodnight but didn't wake them. It was 1am or so. So when they woke to me being gone this morning it was a bit hard.
Sebastian got up in the bed with me and just laid next to me. The other found a spot in chairs, floors etc. I got lots of hugs and I hope their concerns were put to rest. I know mine were. I love them so much. And to be able to show them I was ok and that things would be good. Made things better.
Thanks Taylor for bringing me to the hospital and sitting with me for a few hours. I know he was super tired.
I am still a little nervous but feel much better about the whole deal. What is crazy I don't hurt too bad right now. My head feels like it is going to explode thanks to the Morphine. I know that some people just love Morphine. But no thank you.
I am so thankful for my kids they make it so much easier to get through this.
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