Tagged!

Ok I was tagged by my sister in law Candra. Thanks Candra!

Ok 3 joys
1. my kids/family
2. Texas
3. my patients

3 fears
I don't know I try not to think about it....life is too short
1. I have to say death too( it isn't the idea of dying but leaving my kids, They worry about what will happen to them if I wasn't around. I just want to be able to be there for them through out all their life journeys)of course we all feel noone could raise our kids like we do!
2. Finances- Even though I make enough what if????? Being the only money maker it scares me to think of not being able to provide for them.
3. Working nights! I have been thinking of changing to nights but it scares me to think of what happens if some thing goes wrong when I am not there. I would feel like I could have prevented it. I know it sounds crazy. But my brain works that way.

3 current obsessions
1. Blogging
2. bargain hunting
3. Ok this is an obsession just recently but haven't found time to do the hands on part. Organizing family photos, journaling. It's going on in my head just got to get it on paper.

3 random facts

1. I am a closet singer! I always tried so hard not to be like my sister's. I wanted to be my own self. That happens in big families. I love to sing not in public though. My kids have grown up to me singing them to sleep, jamming to the radio and dancing.
2. I hope this isn't too morbid but the first boy I kissed I saw his obituary about 6 months after I married. I still think he was one of the cutest boys. ( he was killed in an car accident.)
3. I really want to move to Alaska and work. I know everyone may think I am crazy. But it is so beautiful there. SO maybe when my kids are all grown I will go and work there for 6 months or so. I also want to be a forensic nurse or a sexual assualt nurse.

I am tagging Erin, Hillary, Dad and Kim (seperate responses)