Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Stressed?

I have to warn you I am about to just purge all my stresses on here.
I don't know if I could be anymore stressed than I am now. The last several days I have been fighting a massive migraine. Migraines are normal for me. Just the last time I had one this bad was last spring of 07. When they diagnosed me with a pseudo tumor. I really think that it is more stress than anything but it is killing me. I have had to take vicodin the last couple of days which you would think it would help you sleep but it has the opposite for me.
Ok enough of that stress besides the headache. I have a full week of patients this week and work Friday and Saturday night. Between getting up at 4:30 to start Malcolm out on his day for seminary then continue with getting the rest of the kids off. Isn't so much stressful just very tiring. I am lucky to have them to get off but non the less I am so stinking tired. I have been for weeks but it just seems to be getting more intense.
Then my mom lives with us too. My poor mother. I know that going from living with just herself to living with 6 others isn't fun and games all the time. Having that extra person in the house gets a little stressful. Trying to accommodate another person just sometimes is more than I can do.When it is just a visit it is different you can be on your best behavior and bite your tongue. But I just can't live that way all the time or make my kids live that way. They are kids, they are loud. Especially since there is 4 boys. However, Eve can be loud with the best of them. So my stress ends up going towards my mom. I know she is really rethinking the idea of living here. Maybe it wasn't a good idea. How do you combine the household with your mother and not having both of you go insane.

I am stressed with getting money together for all the bills and coming up with enough money for Malcolm's heart procedure in November.
Work is going to be even busier to say the least we are losing a nurse and it will be down to only 2 nurses.So the case load is even worse starting next week.
Now Eve's migraines have started getting worse again. Thankfully we are going to be taking her to a Chiropractor today. Yeah I sure hope he can fix them. I had the best luck in high school using one. I have heard he is great. So we will keep our fingers crossed that will be one less thing to worry about.

Ok I think I have it out of my system. I put it here to get it all out. If you read it all I am sorry you did. I will be back to regular babble tomorrow. ;) I hope.

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